Wednesday, August 15, 2007
The day after tomorrow is the Blaw exams.And I did study but when I am studying it was like no mood like that.I only studied for a while and then went on slacking.I hate it man.Its like I have become so lazy.My house is filled with distractions especially the computer. If Im not on the computer,I will just slack my life away.Haven't started on POA yet.Damm sian. Die.
How I wish I was like in Sec 4. Go home always do amaths and emaths papaer. Then like always study one. Now, after the Os,I've lost my motivation to study.How??
When I go out study with people also cannot.I will talk to people or even if we never talk,I will lose concentration.I dunno why.
Very worried for myself.Cos I am not motivated.Even when I tell myself that my parents spent a few thousand dollars on my education.I still cannot get motivated.
BMGT, so many things to memorize.Sian.Sometimes when I memorize,after one day I will forget.Sometimes some points are easy to memorize.Those points if I cannot memorise them it means I CANNOT memorize.
Sometimes when I thought that I know everything,during the exams,I dunno how to answer the questions.zzz
Really hate exam periods.
8:13 PM
carolyn